Sunday, September 30, 2012

Change for a Change

Today is the start of a new chapter. This time I decided not to announce all the things I’m going to write on this page because this time, it will be more about ME.

Social media is really crazy. I can imagine how it can really ruin someone’s life. Today I just changed my status to “single” and I can see how everyone reacts on it. So what more if it’s a famous person who’ll do this? In any case, I don’t mind and won’t mind in the future. Yes my ex… (ok I can’t believe I’m calling him that right now) is right. We both agreed to this and we don’t need to prolong this “change status” thing. As if it would make any difference. I do understand what he’s been through with me. Though I also hope that he also understood where I was coming from which was pretty much of a labyrinth of thoughts inside of me. And yes, we need to let go before we lose each other’s respect. I can’t blame people who will continuously ask what really happened but I’ll just keep my lips sealed and not to disclose anything. Guess we really made some fans out of our relationship. We both know that we wanted this and we’re cool about it.

As for me, I really need to assess myself. Letting go of this boy who is really a big catch. For almost 3 years… And yes I did let go as I just keep on hurting him. But why… … …