Dad, I'm Gay

DISCLAIMER: To those who are homophobic… don’t even try reading this!

 

Stupid are those who deny the existence of Gays and Lesbians. Or the parents who’re saying to their children that they would rather prefer their child to be a drug addict than to be gay. Seriously, they really don’t know what they’re doing. For me, God really made this or gave this to human kind for a lot of reason. People who are “like me” are called the Libra of the society. We create and maintain the balance of life. If you’re going to notice, nowadays, most of the good looking men and women are the ones who turned gay. According to my personal theory, this is to maintain population control. It may sound really funny but seriously, if all the gorgeous people were straight then prolly it will be raining babies all over the place and poverty will be like an oxygen that we breathe for the whole time that we are living on this earth. Another good reason why “we” subsist is to prove that we are all made equal. Gays can show that whatever your sexuality is, you can excel in every aspect in life for as long as we have the right drive and determination. Enough about the Men over powering Women or Husbands should act as a slave for their Wives.

 

It’s really a wishful thinking trying to remove this stigma about gays/lesbians from the society. I do understand that we still have people around us who’re treating this sexuality as an abnormality or like a skin disease. And to some parents who doesn’t get why their child ended being gay, why not try asking your own genes instead?! On the contrary, I’m not in favor of putting an organization or go on a rally to fight for the rights of Gays and Lesbians. I mean, what kind of right are you trying to fight for? The right to legally suck a d*ck? We can also not blame why other people hated us. Sometimes, we put our own target board to our head why others try to keep shooting on us. We ourselves, mold this thing called reputation that we want others to see from us. So better mold it right if you want to earn others’ respect. And straight  people are not excluded in this rule. It’s just that for “us”, we should put twice the effort as compare to them for the sake of continuously proving that we are equal.

 

Another thing that a gay would consider as his greatest battle is to either hide his true sexuality or to admit it to the world. This is such a dilemma as you may never know what would be the outcome of both circumstances. It is really hard to keep it hidden inside your closet. The guilt of pretending and lying will chase you like a ghost. Because of the things you would consider like if you’re the only guy in your family, or your parents might dishonor you once they find out will keep you a closet queen. Having the guts to admit it doesn’t always take home the bacon. Most cases, it will just hurt the people you love. Lucky are the ones who gets the crown of acceptance in admitting their sexuality.

 

I remember the time I admit it to my family. That was when my dad borrowed my PS2 and I forgot to eject a gay porn inside it. When my dad finally discovered it, he immediately texted me wanting me to explain about it. I kept quiet. And he keep on ringing my phone. And again, I remained mute. But when he finally texted asking why didn’t I tell him and that he looked so stupid all the while, I replied. I said, it’s not that I don’t want to tell him, I just don’t want to talk about it. And that’s the time that he kept his own silence… and in less than an hour, he replied “It’s ok, I love you”… … …