Like what Kelly Clarkson says on her song Dark Side, everybody’s got one. Either we know what it is or worse is that it will just suddenly explode inside you like a stealth bomb. Others might just undergo a phase where they will enter into a battlefield inside them to either deal with it or understand what caused it. While some has it innately like as if, they’re dark side has been playing some roles on their everyday living and it might not be difficult for them to handle it as it may become a daily routine for them to unleash it. But on the contrary, it might not be as evil as it seem because they do find ways not to suppress their dark side. Either way, I just can’t measure which one is the lesser evil between the sudden surge of darkness inside you and darkness, as part of your oxygen. I guess none….
My personal definition of the dark side is something you never thought you could do… cheating, lying, hurting someone you love… Things that after you’ve done, here comes your conscience speeding up like a police car chasing you. Well if you didn’t hear any siren from your conscience after doing such things… then I guess you’ve already been devoured by the dark force within you… TSK! TSK! TSK! OKKK kidding aside! Normally these are the things you would want to try and being tempted to attempt even though you do know the damage it would cause you or might affect the people around you. We all have this in us which varies from different wave lengths per individuals. The urge to commit mistakes. And currently, I’m also having my own battle on this and was blessed with few people who still understands me despite of all the stupid things I’m doing…
If you’re or you’ll be in this kind of state, make sure not to keep on hurting the people who genuinely loves you. If you need to push them away in order not to impair them with what you’re dealing with yourself, do so. Consider them as your light that will save you from this sinister you’ve been going through. This too shall pass. I just hope it’s not too late for me…
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